I gotta find out what the problem is, and I'm sure it is something really simple, but don't expect the photos to be up until Sunday or Monday. You WILL get to see them, I promise.
I decided to get Pokémon Moon, and I'm really excited to pick it up tomorrow.
Maybe I can create some nice Fanart one day, at least I'll try...
I wanted to buy a new membership and then the site told me the credit card information was incorrect (which it WASN'T). I wanted to contact the Help Desk, but the help section doesn't let me, it only lets me choose "Core membership issue" and such shit over and over again, until I get redirected to the core membership FAQ.....That means I can't even talk to any staff member on the site, and that makes me FUCKING ANGRY!
The new Dope Album is just.....DOPE! I've been waiting so many years, and it's finally out. I. LOVE. THEM.
They haven't been here in Germany in years, and I've never seen them before, though I love them SO MUCH!
Hey......Pheeeeewwwww......Okay.....It's been a really, really long time. And I don't know what to say......I'm sorry. I really am. Remeber when I told you I would be back? Yup...It went wrong. Everything went wrong. Like, you guys know about all the crap that happend last year (My best friend almost dying, my dog died, getting sued for telling the truth, etc.). So....It went on. And on. Aaaand on. To make it short, my mom was VERY ill due to wrong medication, it was pretty dangerous and took a long time....I had to cut people out of my life, even though I loved them (don't worry, not Robyn), and sooo much other shit....Besides that I felt like a machine. I didn't like my art anymore, which turned out crappy because of all the bullshit, I couldn't make new art, I couldn't talk to people properly, actually I couldn't do anything....So I spent my time isolated mostly by myself. And I needed that. I needed to REST. I needed to LIVE.
My life got turned upside down, and it was pretty hard for me to get through it all. Really. It felt awful.
BUT: I'm here today to tell you that even though EVERYTHING went wrong, I feel so much better now, I've learnt so much, and I can finally say after TWELVE FUCKING YEARS that I feel comfortable in my own skin. It's like I needed all this to....To fall apart and rise back up like a phoenix (god, how cheesy....). I can finally say that I regained some confidence. I'm not afraid to do and say what I truly want, and I will try to live everyday to the fullest. Well....I also gotta say that I got great support from a few loved ones, which makes me very, very happy.
So.....This time, I hope I can REALLY be back and come here more often (not everyday though, I'm afraid), and show you new art. I've lost a ton of watchers, but I guess that's how life is.....I hope some of you guys who I used to talk to are still here, and I hope you'll be interested in my new stuff, which might be a little.....Different. I don't know what and how much I'm gonna show you yet....But as soon as I can, I will upload new stuff. First I gotta reorganize my profile a little and such shit.
Well....What else can I say....Hello and thank you very much to my new watchers, and see you soon (hopefully this weekend, with some new concert Photography).
Cheers, Rina
